Thursday, April 1, 2010


so life has been tough .. my boyfriend, and i both work two different work schedules, and he goes to school so we barely see each other =/ i start school in September, i don't even want to know how hard it is going to be then. But, hes the man of my dreams, and i plan on marrying him so we got to work hard, to not get into arguments over stupid stuff. I tend to get angry over nothing, because of the past. It's not good, because by doing that i push him away, and i really don't want too, because i love him so much ! I'm working really hard on changing because i don't want to lose him. He makes me really happy, and I'm letting my past relationships get in the way of my happiness, and it's not the right thing to do. The past, of course is apart of you, but you can't let it ruin the present, and the future. I learned the hard way, and I'm still trying everyday to make my relationship better, and stronger. The family .. that is a whole other story. Living at home, makes me really stressed, and I can't wait until i have enough money to move out. I will feel a whole lot better, that is also why I'm so angry all the time. My brother .. he's a piece of shit .. i know it's not right to say, but the truth is the truth. And sometimes, the truth hurts. Hopefully every thing will get better soon. It's tough not seeing the one you love, as much as you want too. Because after all, he makes everything better. AHHH =/

Jessica&Michael <3 62609 :] i love youuuuu*